BLUR

    Identity crisis. Mid-life crisis. I'm not sure there is a name for what I feel.
I'm not sure what I feel. It's become a blur.
    I have a new fear in my life brought about by my success in changing my way of thinking.
My anxiety grows with the realization that all of my progress
Hasn't changed a thing.
   With each positive step comes the realization that I really don't know which way to go.
Each positive step brings the realization that this direction hasn't changed a thing. I don't know what's real,
and it's become a blur